GUEST BLOGGER: Why Your Illness Story Needs to Be Told to Change the World
Note from editor: This is a longer post than we usually have for a guest blogger, but the information in it is important for you to know, and also to know what organizations, such as the Advocacy for Patients with Chronic Illness (who is one of our sponsors!) do to assist individual cases as well as influence laws. I know the information isn’t the most cheerful to read, but it’s something we shouldn’t bury our head from either. Lisa
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Advocacy for Patients with Chronic Illness, Inc. provides free information, advice, and advocacy services to patients with chronic illness in areas including health and disability insurance, Social Security disability, employment and school-based accommodations, family and medical leave, resource location, and debt management.
Health care is, for me, the most pressing civil rights issue of our day. People are having to choose between food and medicine because they can’t afford both. People are losing their jobs because they are hospitalized. Children – children with chronic illnesses are being segregated from other students, being forced to learn at home. If this isn’t a civil rights struggle – a battle for basic dignity and well-being – then I don’t know what is.
And so Advocacy for Patients is a civil rights organization, and I am engaged in a civil rights struggle on behalf of the chronically ill. Will you join me?
Why is my focus on chronic illness – particularly invisible chronic illness?
Chronic illness is different from other illness in that it can go into remission and relapse. For those of us who are chronically ill, we live remissions waiting for the other shoe to drop. But because our illness can go into remission, and because we have both good days and bad days, does that mean we are not “disabled” within the meaning of the law?
Disabilities law was fashioned to address the needs of people in wheelchairs, the blind, those affected by conditions that we can see. Most chronic Illness is different. How do you prove that you are “totally and permanently disabled” if you can work a few hours a day, or even a couple of days a week, but not more?
Trying to prove that a chronic illness is a disability for legal purposes is like trying to fit a square peg into a round hole. In order to prevail, to get our disability insurance claims paid, to get Social Security, to get the protections of the federal laws like the Americans with Disabilities Act and section 504 of the Rehabilitation Act, we have to prove that we fit a mold that was not crafted with us in mind.
That is the single greatest legal challenge facing the invisibly chronically ill in America today. How do we show that our illnesses “count” when they are permanent, but not necessarily permanently incapacitating? How many times have you heard “Well, you look good!”
When you read court decisions, you can’t help but be struck by how misunderstood chronic illness and the daily experience of the chronically ill are.
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There is the judge who said that a patient with colitis had not presented evidence that she had “soiled herself,” but had, instead, vaguely stated only that she needs to be near a bathroom.
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There is the judge who said a patient could not be found to be disabled because he did not have medical records for a certain period of time – while the reason he did not have medical records was that he was uninsured and could not afford to go to a doctor.
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There’s the judge who said pain is not disabling because it can be eliminated if you just take enough pain medication (without considering the fact that pain medication would probably make the patient too sleepy to work).
It isn’t just courts that don’t understand chronic illness or the burdens that we face. I hear stories from patients every day that would make your hair stand on end.
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There’s the patient WITH INSURANCE who has multiple sclerosis, Crohn’s disease, and gastroparesis who spent more than $48,000 in 2006 on medical costs not covered by her insurance.
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There’s the CPA who was demoted to secretary after being out of work during a hospitalization. After one day in her new secretarial role, she was fired.
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There’s the patient who had her colon surgically removed whose insurance will only cover a certain brand of medication that is released ONLY in the colon – the insurer won’t cover the different brand of the same medication that is released elsewhere in the digestive track.
You think you have insurance until you run into one of these sorts of problems. The sicker you are, the more of these roadblocks you encounter, so often the chronically ill are the only ones who are painfully aware of the limits of their insurance. We have coverage, but not real access to health care.
Nearly half of all uninsureds report having a chronic health condition.
1.2 million Americans with diabetes report that they are uninsured, and more than half of these report having an unmet need for health care or prescription drugs.
3.6 million Americans report having arthritis-related illnesses but have no health insurance, and again, more than half of these report having an unmet need for health care or prescription drugs.
More than 1.7 million Americans with heart disease are uninsured, as are 2 million adults with asthma.
And as one would expect, the statistics show that the chronically ill do not get the health care they need.
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Nearly 38 percent of chronically ill adults indicate that they have skipped medical treatment or did not fill a prescription, as compared with 22 percent of healthy people.
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According to a RAND study, only 20 to 25 percent of diabetics receive critical glucose monitoring tests
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Two-thirds of patients with high blood pressure receive recommended care
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Fewer than half of patients with heart disease receive proper medication
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Fewer than half of schizophrenic patients receive appropriate medication.
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Over 27 percent of the uninsured with chronic conditions report that they have not seen a doctor in 12 months.
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Thirty-eight percent of the chronically ill uninsured lack a usual source of care, and those who do rely less on private doctors (as opposed to clinics) than the insured.
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Almost half of the uninsured chronically ill forego needed medical care or prescription drugs.
Despite foregoing care, the uninsured chronically ill face an average of $2,000 in out-of-pocket expenses for health care in a 12-month period.
In 2003, of the 3 million uninsured chronically ill, 42 percent went without needed care, 65 percent delayed care, and 71 percent failed to get needed prescription drugs, all because of cost concerns.
And that’s just the status of the chronically ill as pertains to health insurance. The chronically ill’s health status is affected by other systemic shortcomings. We face the same hurdles in Social Security, the workplace, schools – invisible chronic illness infects every inch of our lives.
I talk to chronically ill patients who are ASHAMED because they have never before been unable to work, never before been unable to pay a bill. They hold up in their houses and we don’t hear from them because they are ASHAMED.
How dare we allow this to happen? How can we live with ourselves if we do nothing in the face of such suffering?
I can’t. And I hope you can’t, either.
What has happened as we have begun our national discussion of the health care crisis in America is that, slowly but surely, people have started telling their stories. If all of us talked about what we have to bear every day – how hard it is to be sick in America – maybe more people would understand why our system is failing and why we feel such urgency about finding a solution.
Which brings me back to my own little civil rights movement. You have to tell your story. Speak or you will not be heard, and if you are not heard, things will continue to worsen for the chronically ill.
We chronically ill have to make a little noise.
Fully half of all adults in the United States have a chronic illness. We have the power to change things if we speak with one voice. We can make it okay to talk about being sick. We can elect people who will fix the health care mess we are in. We can inspire each other to be engines of change.
We have the power. Now, we have to use it.
Jennifer C. Jaff, Esq. is Founder and Executive Director of Advocacy for Patients with Chronic Illness. She also has Crohn’s disease. A 1984 graduate of Georgetown University Law Center, when her disease disabled her and she turned her skills towards the internet and found a community of chronically ill patients in desperate need of legal advice and help. She started Advocacy for Patients then, when she was too ill to leave her home. Now, she serves patients full-time. She is the author of Know Your Rights: A Handbook for Patients with Chronic Illness, and Friday Tired: A Feminist Rant on Healthcare in America in the 21st Century, and she is the Chronic Illness Advocate on RevolutionHealth.com.





This is wonderful. I didn’t know this organization existed. I want to check them out for those like me who are disabled and yet a caregiver.
I also want to gripe about why medication has to be ridiculously expensive when I know in my heart it doesn’t have to be.
My husband’s “best” anti-nausea med costs around $500 for 2 pills. He can get them for both his chemo meds because Medicare won’t cover it.
How many cancer patients are living with their heads in a toilet because insurance won’t pay for the meds that would prevent chronic vomiting during chemo.
And recently at a meeting where we were talking about a meeting topic of “Caregivers”, I wanted to talk about how I can get help because my husband is sick and mentally unable to always take care of us so that when I get my back surgery, we can have meals on wheels or whatever else necessary to exist during my healing time.
Nobody wanted to discuss it. They want to have caregiver meetings but don’t want to discuss how the caregiver gets care. Jokingly, they said I should teach a course on it.
Thanks for a wonderful article. I saved it.
Disgusted in NC
Nancy Henson
September 1, 2008
Thank you for this info. I am one of the lucky ones. I was able to get Social Security Disability. But who thought it made sense that you don’t qualify for Medicare until you’ve been disabled for two years? What do you do about insurance in the meantime?
And once you qualify for Medicare, if your meds are more than $2500 a year, forget it! The whole system just doesn’t make sense.
Dianne P
September 2, 2008
This is very eye-opening and I appreciate your statistics, which I would like to use. How sad that judges don’t listen. Judge Judy told an MS patient that “she didn’t look sick!” Oh, did that set off a rampage in my group! I have come up with the comment: “Cancer patients don’t look sick, till they lose their hair.” Politicians and Medical Professionals and Professional Legals need to get a grip on Invisible Illness. Maybe we need to make that a mission! It is mine! Thank you for his excellent article! Bless you!
shelley echtle
September 4, 2008
I am a 53 year old female and have had health problems starting as far back as 1990.
Symptoms would come and go and I had months of good days over the years, the worse being recurring times of unexplainable fatigue, until a fast decline starting in 2005.
I have just recently, June of 2007, become aware that my declining health is MS, with a probability of about 99.99%.
I feel sure that my disease progress has changed from RRMS to PPMS in the last year due to the number of symptoms that are with me on a daily basis.
I do not have health insurance and cannot afford to start on the road to a confirmed diagnosis. My GP seems willing to help me, but she knows I cannot afford the tests.
My symptoms have worsened this year to a point of unbearable consequences.
Cognitive function is horrible with days of being unable to think, talk, or be a normal human being. Short term memory is nonexistant.
Pain is an everyday occurence, somedays to the point of screaming. Muscle spasms, spasticity, unable to walk.
More frequency of bowel and urinary incontinence. Can’t leave the house in fear of having an accident.
Numbness in limbs to the point they are useless at times.
Hands totally useless 95% of the time. Can’t even turn pages in books.
Eyesight worsening, since first problems in 2004 with appearance of bright lights in right eye. Muscle spasms and blurry sight everyday.
Fatigue so great that getting up at 7 am, by 9 am can hardly move. Express the feeling by saying that I am so tired I hardly have the energy to breath.
Heat tolerance, whether inside or out, is 0. Only comfortable at about 68-70 degrees.
I have put off doing anything because I know I can’t afford it without insurance. I need an MRI, NOW, but how will I pay for it?
When diagnosed, how will I pay for the drugs required to slow the progress of MS?
I can’t work due to legs not working, cognitive abilities, fatigue. How do I get disability without a diagnosis? How do I get a diagnosis without health insurance or the money to pay for the tests?
My health has deteriorated to the point that I am afraid every morning when I wake up that it will be the day that I can’t; walk, see, talk, think at all, etc.
I feel as though I am tied up in a corner unable to move while I watch my body and mind turn to mush, and I can’t do anything to stop it.
I am in the catagory of not enough money to afford health insurance…cost to us would be $900 per month. Husband’s income is too high to qualify for any government assistance….$45,000 per year.
I can’t even remember how I found this site, but I’m glad I did. We, the uninsured need help, and we needed it yesterday.
I thank you in advance for what you are doing. I will help you in anyway I can to further your success.
Donette Willingham
September 6, 2008
Wow, I hate to think what my life would be like without my spouse’s insurance. We have what I would say is good coverage but we still end up paying for things that we shouldn’t because I just don’t have the energy to fight it. Disgusting!
Nadine
September 11, 2008
I have been deemed totally and permanently disabled by a Massachusetts court. I have been denied 4 times for benfits because I lack social security earned credits. I am unable to work in any capacity and continue to experience daily severe pain. I was a Registered Nurse who lost my career in an accident taking care of one of my ptients.I know that the money will not ease my physical pain…but in this country the system is clearly broken.
Joanne
October 30, 2008